The Aspens Quaked Their Whispers in the Wind

If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself. George Orwell, 1984 1996 The last time I see Angel, I’m sweating in the July sun on the grounds of a Mormon church. Dozens of other tired 15- and 16-year-old girls snatch their belongings from the belly of the bus. In the chaos, I stand rigid as a Queen’s Guard over…

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Wounds

Wearing gloves, carefully remove previous dressings. Soak any portions that threaten to stick with normal saline. Protect the intact skin from shear forces. Avoid disruption of potentially viable tissue. Once, early on, dad was wedged in the bathtub and couldn’t get out; the water had been drained and although he’d been dried off, his shivering beat a staccato undercurrent in the hard-edged room. Mom had…

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The Waves

The instances of botched drownings have been increasing. People jumping from city piers, coastal cliffs, driving miles to walk into the sea. Too many coincidences are called something else. Rupture. A stray radio signal brings in new voices from the natural world, whale- song on the way to work, the falling pitch of the subway sounds like bearded seals from Svalbard, makes folks change trains….

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